how many times to be complicit, ceasing to exist
dropped, when M saw someone interesting?
for my voice to become a moth against
glass because a hormone walked thru?
It hurt my pride to be a warm placeholder,
to be recited at, with no uptake of what I said
except appropriate pat speeches of how I'm
admired (yet behavior didn't match).
harto. why bother? should I walk?
or learn to tear a strip off
with medical ease? talk/discuss?